Dun DUN DUUUUUN!!!

Yes, another update already. Don't be too surprised, something just happened today and there's something I have to say. I also want to stress that I don't want ANYTHING REPEATED. Everything I put here, I am putting here because all my friends are on Skype. And all my family is on facebook. I'm not putting this on facebook for a reason.

First off, I was sitting in my bed at about 6pm and I heard a noise. After investigating and looking where my kitty was looking, I saw a small hole in my window. There are pics. I did NOT put them on facebook, ask me and I can send them to you. Either on Skype or I have a really nice one on my phone.

Anyway, it looks like a bb gun was shot at the house. There's leaves in the way, so they probably weren't paying attention like idiots. But I mean, really. Come on. That's just STUPID.

I don't want to keep re-telling the story, so read it here. And I remind you to not repeat this.

THIS PART, I REALLY DON'T WANT REPEATED. Ms. Jacqueline Brown and Ms. Kate Harris (Yes, I just used your 'in trouble' names) I don't want this second part repeated. You may talk to me about it. You may NOT tell the family or your boyfriends. If they are there, make them not look. (That's mostly for my sister)

I've come to a conclusion, a big decision. I won't tell the family on facebook until AFTER I come back to Florida. It's a big thing for me, probably not overall.

Within the next 10 years of my life, I want to accomplish something. Before I am 30, I want to save up money and spend a month's time in Ireland and England. I want to travel, but only to places where I know the language. I want to go to Ireland like many members of my family. I want to see England and enjoy the culture. I want to go to the place where my grandfather lived and see the beauty that is Ireland. I want to meet my friends I've made over the internet in England. I hear my one friend from Australia is moving to England, this is quite the opportunity.

I want to LIVE. My mother told me that she is jealous of what I am doing. Going to Florida to see friends, going on a road trip and living while I had the chance. She got married when she was young and had a kid... My oldest brother, George, she told me she loves that he's enjoying life right now. He's an idiot with some things he's doing, but he's HAVING FUN. She planned on visiting Ireland on her 25th anniversary, which has come and gone just this month...

I don't want to be like that. I want to try and get my parents to Ireland one year, but first, I want to do it for me. I want to and NEED to have fun while I have this chance! We all do! I certainly don't want to go alone, will you come with me?

I mean, think about it. We can see Big Ben, the Blarney Stone, the hills of Ireland, the beautiful waters of the ocean, the streets, the experience... The chance we're given... It'll take YEARS to save up and prepare for this trip. But I want to do it! And it will be so much more fun if I had people with me. If people experienced this with me.

This is a biiiig bomb I'm dropping, I know. But it'll still be a few years. Maybe 6, I'm hoping. When I'm 25, I can go out. That's not too old. I can't wait, this is something I'm completely serious about.

This also means I'll be living in muck. By that, I mean I didn't go to college. I'm still figuring out things I can possibly do. I just feel uneasy about just... PICKING a life time career like that. I don't want to. And that sums up to, I DON'T WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE.

YES, I know I SHOULD go, but... really, I just... So whatever, I want to go to Ireland and England. I mean, I want to go and ENJOY myself. I just want to travel a bit, and I've barely left the state. The US doesn't seem to special to me. But, other countries, other cultures, THAT is what I want to experience. I know I can't be the only one.

I hope some, if any, of this sinks in. If you feel 'yes, I'd love to do that, but-' NO BUTS! Talk to me. Maybe you SHOULD. Just, take the chance while it's being given to you. This is a big commitment. Not like John and I going to Florida, it barely took planning and it was all done within just a few months. This is much bigger. And even if there are stops along the way you want to take, alright. They all don't have to be places I want to go. If you want to go somewhere too, alright! I just want a traveling partner that'll take funny pictures of me and with me at all the different places we'll go. I don't care about anything else.

<3 Sorry for all that ranting... It's just... I'm excited for Florida, you can't imagine how DESPERATELY I want to do this. But I can't go alone, I'll be too nervous, chicken out... If someone else is going, it won't be JUST FOR ME... It'll be for US. And I'll do it.

Love you guys.